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Dreams of letting go

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Regret...You were always into your work, you work 7 days a week, sometimes 6, You seemed so strong, as if nothing could bring you down, You never said too much, but somehow I knew you loved me. If only I had known, maybe I would have said more to you.
The day you found out that your tumor was regrowing again Never did i see a smile on face again You always said that you were going to go.... Everyday, you would say something about you going to heaven I didn't really believe that you were going to go
Until that day came.... If only i knew that day, was your last, If i had on Regret...
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Painful memoriesAll we know is that you're gone and gone as in forever Sometimes when i think of you i feel as though, i can hear your voice, but i know that it is not true, People say grief is an open wound Which bleeds freely with our tears, Sometimes we don't feel it, but later as the pain hits you its the worst pain imaginable The wound will eventually stop bleeding and a scab will form, and healing begins
Everytime i think of you or when a memory triggers you, the scab formed, will start to bleed continuously and i start to feel that pain again, Painful memories
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Christmas without you...Growing up, you were always there for us Each and everyday you showed us that you cared
Spoiling us, at every chance Letting us know, to go through each day with a smile Each moment we spent together, would be a memory forever
The days we spent, either shopping or just watching tv together were as precious as anything My best memories were of Christmas, where you would whip up some of your cooking skills and made something nice to enjoy The family would gather together only on that day every year to feast
With you gone, I don't know Whats Christmas without you...
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Never will i forget you ...I will never forget you, The way you used to smile I will also never forget, the times i stood next to you in the hospital, clutching onto your hand calling out your name, and tell you to wake up
I watched helplessly as the doctors tried everything they could to keep you alive ......
You left us, the very next day, you were admitted All i could do was nothing. I questioned WHY WHY
Why did you have to go? Why so soon? Why didn't you give a warning? ..so that i could've spent more time with you...
WHY WHY Never will i forget you ...
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Letting GoClutching tightly to the memories/ of the past/ with everything that has happened/ I just can't seem to move on/ But I know deep down/
CHORUS I must let go. I must move on. I must release these memories. I must forget about the past.
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taken down again/ Who am I/ how do I find myself/ I know the answer......
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Fri Oct 23, 2009, 3:52 PM

The world is a little grayer than it's supposed to be,
here i stand in this lonely world with no-one to turn to,
the death of my loved one is still a shock to me.

Here i am trying to get through each day, the pain i am feeling is indescribable
sometimes i feel as though nobody understands me.
I sit here knowing you're not there,
losing you has made me numb,
lost inside, lost in time ....nobody understands me.
Everything turns to gray and i've made it through another day.

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